Okay... Hi Guys! I am now updating here.. (*^-^*)
Well.. I think... I got a really Hard Influence from Michael Jackson.. And specially From GOd..
I got this Random words from my head.. then began writing it on my "Poems and Stories Notebook"... I dont know.. Words kept flowing into my head.. It just came down from above then sent into my brain? I just really don't Know.. I am really inspired of how Michael composed his songs.. and write stories and poems... I was really touched... In fact.. I could not also write my name on the things I wrote.. because it does not came from me but from God...

Maybe He was using me as an instrument to write inspiring poems and stories.. I know I can't compose a song.. but I can write poem.. God gave me this wonderful talent... I should furnish and cultivate.. I would not let it gone to waste... From now on.. I will be posting some of my Poems here..

By the way.. I am still coping up.. I Just cant stop Listening to MJ.. to Brian Littrell and to Casting Crowns.. I just can't.. They were very inspiring... I Love them and their beautiful songs...

I really Know.. I am not into "Anime" right now.. I know what my church was talking about it.. I really Know... Anime.. Kept preventing me to grow my Faith.. When I watch Anime.. I forgot God.. Satan used my Anime Addiction to prevent me to keep knowing more about God.. He used it as his sword for me... So as my friends noticed... I really want to let go that Anime thingy.. I want to let it go.. I want to forget it.. It just lead me into a very wrong way... I am sad about it... So now.. I don't even want to hear Cosplay thingy.. conventions.. It just blocks my way.. It began to be a great wall from my connection to God.. Now I am starting a new fruitful Life...

I know... I sinned too many times... I haven't attended church for 2 weeks already... I mean it... Satan really did use my "Laziness"... He really did it to keep me away from Praising God, but I Know, I surely know that even on my darkest hour and my lonliest days, God's Love is trully waiting for me... He was there always comforting me.. Hugging me... Caring for me.. Loving me.. Protecting me.. Walking beside me.. He was always there.. Even though sometimes, I forget him... He was still there.. He was always the shadow of myself.. Following me, and never kept tired.... I Love God and I know He Loves me too.. He Loves me for Who I am.. For What I am... and What I Like...

I also certainly Know that anyone who read this "God really Loves you and He really cares for you"...

Well Here's the lyrics of Michael Jackson's song "Speechless".. Everytime I listen to it.. I cannot stop crying.. I can feel the real pain in my heart.. but in that pain.. God always is always there to comfort me... :3
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Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
SpeechlessYour love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, "I love you."
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"ALL THINGS WILL BE POSSIBLE WHEN GOD IS ON MY SIDE"

"PRAISE GOD.. FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO MEET ALL OF YOU, SPECIALLY MY SCHOOLMATES IN MAPUA.. MY DEAR FRIENDS... I REALLY THANK HIM FOR HAVING THE OPPORTUNITY TO KNOW YOU GUYS.. MAY YOU GUYS BE FRUITFUL, BE BLESSED, BE COMFORTED and BE HAPPY ..."